Making Deals with Yourself
Right now I’m listening to This Modern Depression (streaming teaser set below) and thinking about the fate of this project. Why is it that I haven’t taken the time to finish this collection of, in my opinion, rather good songs? They would allow me to step into vocal recording of my own and expand upon my production skills and techniques.

This Modern Depression Teaser Demo (Streaming Only) by
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I think a big part of why this one has remained “in progress” for a few years now is the timing of when I wrote/worked on this album compared to my assessment of skill: At the time, I felt that I had to make a very large jump in skill of producing downtempo and house music in order to bring myself up to an acceptable level to start promoting my music.
While I have accomplished a lot in a short amount of time from last year into this year and have certainly learned and applied a ton of knowledge, I still feel somewhat sad/bothered by the fact that “This Modern Depression” remains unfinished and unreleased.
What I won’t do, is an old habit that I used to apply in making a deal with myself. I won’t say that “I won’t release x project until y is done” because I hate prioritizing my own art that does not have a firm deadline. However, that last word is the key: deadlines.
What has worked well for me in the house-music side of things is working under a deadline for a project to be completed. It’s a bit more significant of an impact when dealing with a whole LP instead of a single remix or EP, but I think I’m going to give it a shot as it relates to “This Modern Depression”. I need to take a closer look at my schedule and give myself a realistic timeline to complete the following:
Writing (a few songs need the lyrics finished)
Recording vocals
Post production/mastering
Art, PR… let’s say “the business side of things” since I don’t want to open my humongous checklist for an LP release.
2 months? 3 months? That sounds about right. It will conflict with my desire to work on my live performance set, though, and that is also important.. but the live sets display newer materials.. what to do?
Sometimes I wonder if I enjoy making too many forms of music… It’s all under one name though, because that’s who I am.